amp...

So I had a pretty crazy ish, not so much day. Things get difficult with my mom sometimes...But I think it's getting better. Or the idea is. Or I am..Or we're just working on it at least. So I feel better I guess. I've decided I like Aawon today. haha, and what I mean by that, only a certain few would understand. Hopefully he gets it too.
I've also realized that I don't really have any hobbies. I need to look into life. Maybe pickup something else. Like soccer...cause apparently Latini's like soccer. Or...idk, Aaron concluded that I like the gym. Which is true. And I suppose that could be a hobby? Going to the gym. Huh. Well...I guess I'll see.
I like how I blog, for myself. Cause no one knows I blog anymore. I feel like I'm talking to myself, and getting I'm getting an answer. But I'm really not. It's just where I let all my words go, and then I don't have to think about them as much. Crazily.
So I'm skyping with Aaron right now. And he's asking me funny questions. He's a pretty sweet dude......MAN. He was making fun of one of my songs that I was listening to. What a rudey....
Well, I'm off to chat and have scripture study, then get some shut eye!

"The whole wide world is mine." -AVA

lifes rough

That's honestly all there is to it. Life's fantastic......Super hard and stressful, I'm quite impressed at the ones that have it harder than I do. They do magical things.
Well, I'm currently looking for a job. But I have no car to be driving...so I'm just sorta waiting...for something. I'm trying to figure out what I'm supposed to be doing.
I got an old letter from Chase today, and it was super sad. It really sucked..cause I don't really know how he's feeling right now, or at all really, at least not about his mission. But I can understand the things he says from my own point of view. It's rough...
Also, I'm trying to not be like my mom and stay locked up in my room all day, especially since it's just weird to be where I am...at the moment. Except for the fact that I've moved around and been in different places awkwardly, and had to get used to them, that I can almost always make a weird/awkward situation feel comfortable and normal. It's an odd talent to have. I said I was like a chameleon once. Able to adapt to change. I bet the chameleons hate it...
Thought I'm still sitting up in my room, on the computer. ha..what a great thing to do.. But I was out a lot today I guess. And I've only been here for a little while. Plus I was downstairs earlier watching the bachelor, ha which is super hilarious...I really want to watch pretty little liars, I must soon. Even though I don't like tv...I sometimes do not have anything else to do.
I can't waste my money on a gym membership...so I'm going to start going to the one on post with Keturah. Which is good, except now I can't tan. And tanning honestly makes me so much happier. It's been proven. So I'm just going to be not as happy as I could be, while I'm super pale...but hopefully I'll at least be in shape. Maye I'll get real buff.
I don't know what else to do with my life while I'm here. I seriously just need a job so I can save money. Oh the joys of mentally being a completely different age than I really am.... Life, is rough.

"There is no force on earth more powerful than the will to live."

second try

So I've been super busy in life lately. Right now I'm in washington until april, since I'm off track at school. I haven't emailed chase in super long, so I felt super bad, but I finally emailed him yesterday which was good cause he replied today. And it was pretty long, for him. :)

So I'm staying at Jessicas right now, but I'm getting ready to move out today I think and go stay where my moms staying.

New years was pretty fun. I got to go up to Port Townsend, and to Seattle. Super pretty...both places. So I was really happy. We went to some dance and then watched the fireworks from the space needle. (Kj, Britt, Aaron, Pax, and I) (Aarons sis Molly was there too, and some other kids) It was super sweet, and I wore a dress baha which is very not me, but it was cool lol.

Today Keturah is coming over after pierce. Then we're gunna kick it. Go to the gym. And take my stuff over to dupont and help me move in hopefully. lol I don't think it'll be too difficult. At least I hope not.

Well that's all for now.

 The Gang.....of New Years

 Seattle :)

Port Townsend.

i must continue

Why did I ever stop blogging?

So I'm home for Christmas break, and for winter semester. It's gunna be a long one... Oh the joys of BYU Idaho's planning...I'm staying with Jimmy this week and it's been pretty fun so far. Wuv her :) I'm going to go stay with my momma soon. I gotta find a job. I'm not even sure what I'm doing. It's time to sleep, so I can get a life tomorrow. Goodnight day...

fed up

That's all I have to say.

NIKE

My new nike water bottle is the only thing keeping me alive right now. I hate being sick... I didn't go to class..And now I'm trying to do some crazy homework and I have no idea why, it's some project that's supposed to be personal..Um I don't like personal, so this is gay. So I've been basically flushing my system with water water water water water water water. I'm still not feeling better though...Just peeing every 10 minutes basically. ...I don't even blog anymore, :( I need a new hobby......I'm sitting at my brothers trying to do homework until I have to go pick him up from work. I had an interview today. I hope it was good. We'll see. Then...that will change my whole winter plans. That job is my winter determinant. We'll see..I miss some folks.
Well, good day.

BOBBIE

Bobbie is my roommate. She has a cool water bottle. We really want to do something today. But it's 4... And what are you supposed to do at four? NOTHING. So we just cleaned the kitchen.. half. and vacuumed. So maybe we'll go get a water bottle, or... swing at the park. Hmmm...
wuv wuv wuv ;)

And that's a day in the life of Natalya, I'm done saying that.
Aha, a day in the life of Bobbie Reed.. :)