Sweet Home Alabama?

Sometimes I get angry, and I just say things that I'm thinking about..as a fact. Like it's happening, or people just take it that way. And so I get defensive to that way, and I start to convince myself that that's what I'm actually doing. Or what I should do. So now....I'm trying to see it through, or make it possible. But I'm not sure when..and I'm not sure how to make it right...




NEVERMIND LIFE............I'M DONE DECIDING FOR TODAY.......................................

There's Just Gotta Be Another Way

Most likely, if it doesn't work out, there's another way. Or a better option. It's just really hard to find....So I'm just trying to do that now. I've looked at all my current options. And now...I just have to figure out how to make it possible. Or I just really need to explore new options, which I slightly have. Except...I need to figure those ones out too. I honestly do not know what to do. I need to think about them but I can't just pick, no matter what....there's always something. And it's making me nervous... I want something to do. I think I know what I should do....possibly.... Well, I've got two ish options on my mind....possibly three. It's just very difficult. Man..I was super confident about this, but it just isn't making itself easy. So I guess it's just bad timing....along with everything else that's been bad timing. I'm bad timing I guess. I need to organize my thoughts, and my things. And get rid of stuff....both ways. Now....and tomorrow I need to go out, and get a job. Except..I need gas in the car :/ Bahhh humm buggg. What to do, what to do..ya know?

I've got nothing right now....just....
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