It Just Depends On How Far Down They Can Go

I HATE PIZZA. Why do I eat it when people give it to me? I'm stopping, as of today. I'm also sick of things being psycho and not planned. I can't be spontaneous anymore. I just want plans, for everything. So it can all have a purpose, and not come so expectantly and make me crazy. I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish.......I just WISH.

Yeah there's nothing else to my stupid day :)
I just need to go shower. I can't do laundry because there's stuff in there already. So......tomorrow I guess. Church tomorrow! That's good :)

Donezo.

How About It

Why don't we all just make houses out of duct tape and live in them?

Because I honestly think it would be such a magical idea, and I personally would not mind. I'd probably be happier in a house made of duct tape anyway. So maybe if I feel like investing in duct tape anytime soon, I'll definitely try it out. Maybe first I'll make a hut. Ya know..gotta take baby steps. I'm a third of the way there.

Yep. That's it.

Day da dee day.

Today. I got up. I was still super tired. I got a phone call. I got a piece of bread, ate it. Got ready. Left for work. Then I came home. The day was over. I went to the store. I'm TIRED as tits, and I was so hungry. I'm also very dehydrated. But now it's time for skype with Aaron and scwipture reading. Then bed bed bed!!!!!!!

Then tomorrow I have church! :) And work.........yay yay yay. Baha.. Then...sleep at some point lol. Oh and I can't forget to email Chase..cause like always..I will. Ha:(
Oh the irony....


SO VALENTINES DAY IS GOING TO BE AMAZING. After work. Because I, not believing in the so called 'holiday', am going to be crazy. And full of love, and hearts and Aaron is going to die, and laugh, and be so happy. I CANNOT WAIT.

That's all.

We Gotta Big Big Mess On Our Hands Tonight

So I get to see Aawon tomorrow! Cause he's coming down for this interview. It's gunna be such a good week! Because I might see him friday AND saturday as well. Then on Valentines day! Which is monday! WOW :D But......Tomorrow. We are hopefully going to go walk chambers. Even though my legs hurt so bad haha that I might keel over...But we'll find out I guess lol. Then....I gotta run to Domino's again, and figure some stuff out hopefully. Then.......Or maybe at the same time, Aaron has his interview! I hope he's not nervous. He'll be great. He's super smart, and goofy, which is perfect. He'll be great....:) He's going with Kj! She wants to leave at like 4 lol, but I might be going over to Dom's then. I was thinkin that I'd go up with Kj and Aaron and kick it alone haha, but...I might not be able to. But it'll be okay either way lol. Anywhoo, decent day.

That's all. Mmmm the pain. I need me some protein! And some gym!

90 Squats

Don't ever do it. They just make you feel retarded when you walk, because as the days go on, the pain progresses. UPWARD.

MY Aaron, MY Club

Bahahahahahaha.
"You are a sell out, but you couldn't even do that right."

So today was boring, and LAZY. Beyond reason. Then I went a did a baby workout, but ended up doing 90 squats and now my legs hurt....baha:( That's what I get lol...
But it'll be nice, and maybe it will motivate me more. Hopefully so. Baha, so Aaron told me something because we're skyping and I commented on it on his facebook baha and it's funny because no one else understands, so now we're fighting, publicly. It's great. And funny because I don't fight.. This is fun. Changin things up a bit. I suppose. So uhh, my legs hurt.

Aaron smhaaron. Who's carin?
Tahaha...

I better do something tomorrow. Go out and look for stuff. EAT HEALTHY :) Mmm. And go to Kent later, baha yayy! Okee well..

That's all.




Ps,
If Aaron takes this too far, I will murder.

Gotta Get Bad Before It Gets Good

So this weekend was good! It had it's 'interesting' moments, ha. But it was soo good because I got to spend some time with Aaron! Today we actually went out and did something! We walked to the secret beach in DuPont! Woohoo, it's so pretty out there and such a sweet adventure to get to lol, and we had a partial picnic! Mmm:) Cause we ate lunch before we left. But then we when over to Kevin's! And hungout for a tid bit, then I headed back home. But it's okay cause I'm gunna see Aaron on thursday most likely. What a good week!

But....tomorrow I'm not sure what I'm gunna do. I'm thinking sleep a bit because I've been super tired lately lol. Then if Stephen's home maybe I'll clean his car! And I should really go to the gym, and whatnot. Then...wednesday I still gotta go out to Kent, so I will find something to do, then accomplish that. Haha..

So today I had a slight panic attack driving in the psycho rain and darkness in gig harborish. But....it wasn't as bad as when the gas overflowed today....I mean seriously gas tank, be logical...If you tell me you're empty, maybe you shouldn't overfill! And maybe, just maybe, when you start being stupid when I'm filling you up one time, you shouldn't still be empty. Because then it proves things wrong, and makes me think it's not full, when it really is! Geez gas gage, step it up a little. You're freakin me out.

Putting gas in the car makes me feel like I'm wasting money. Even though it's important if I want to get around. Huh...I'm excited to figure out this work thing though. And Valentine's day. I know what the plan is. But I gotta see what the rest of my schedule is like, so I can make sure it works out. And I can go up to Port Townsend for a bit ish!
I also need to finish what I'm doing for Aaron for that day...I'm not doing anything super cool...but I'm trying to do something slightly cool since I'm partially crazy lol and it should be cool I hope. He's a goofy guy so he will hopefully like it...And I'm thinking about buying myself a giant teddy...because no one else wants to..so I might as well....

Anywhoo, that's all for now. Not a terrible day :D

Aaron Peet

Aaron Peet came to visit me!!!!!!! For more than ONE day! Yayy :)
But he's leaving tomorrow! But that's okay I guess..
Tomorrow we're gunna go on a fun adventure! And maybe go eat lunch or something! And.......I don't know. But today was good. We went to church, and ate a bunch of yummy foood and watched the super bowl! And I fell asleep...hahaha, of course, like multiple times too...HA. Then...we made cookies! BIG AND CHEWY.  Mmm:) Deeelish. Then I ate a cutie. Yumm. So...I guess there's not much else.
Aaron and I listened to my ipod and danced in the kitchen! Which was pretty fun. But no one else could hear the music so I think that made it the most fun. Haha, and Aaron played the uke today and now we're just listening to music and relaxin. Goood times.

That's all :) I still like him today..

TONIGHT

I am babysitting!
Today was mehh.. I figured out my social security thing for the most part though. And I get to go babysit then go to Kj's! So that should be goood! I'm debating whether or not to bring lappy though. I'm not sure if Aaron will want to skype... Hmmm....

I do not know....but I'm gunna get ready, I gotta make sure I got my things lol. And....I'm in the process of duct taping. Baha, it's TRAGIC. Can't wait to be finished. Also, the love of my life teddys....are at walgreens and half ish at walmart. I WANT ONE SO BAD.

Well, that's all for now. I'm trying to keep my life less complicated. It is getting more bearable I suppose :)
Saaaweeeet.

Light Up The Sky

I'm tired of feelings. Screw em.